Fuck it’s so late but I feel no sense of tiredness inside my head, instead my mind is running, flying through all the what ifs and unnecessary things in life. Stuff that I am meant to let go and let it be. Confrontation is easy when you don’t mind losing all that you have, but the moment you care- speaking the truth and finding out the truth can be the scariest thing.
I’ve seen the world Done it all Had my cake now Diamonds, brilliant In Bel Air now Hot summer nights, mid July When you and I were forever wild The crazy days, city lights The way you’d play with me like a child
Will you still love me When I’m no longer young and beautiful? Will you still love me When I got nothing but my aching soul? I know you will, I know you will I know that you will Will you still love me when I’m no longer beautiful?
I wanna leave my footprints on the sands of time Know there was something that, meant something that I left behind When I leave this world, I’ll leave no regrets Leave something to remember, so they won’t forget
I was here I lived, I loved I was here I did, I’ve done everything that I wanted And it was more than I thought it would be I will leave my mark so everyone will know I was here
I want to say I lived each day, until I died And know that I meant something in, somebody’s life The hearts I have touched, will be the proof that I leave That I made a difference, and this world will see
I was here I lived, I loved I was here I did, I’ve done everything that I wanted And it was more than I thought it would be I will leave my mark so everyone will know
I just want them to know That I gave my all, did my best Brought someone some happiness Left this world a little better just because
If I sleep now I can get three hours sleep… But I can’t help but lay here motionless. Listening to the silence of the house, thinking , thinking and thinking.
That perhaps one day everything will disassemble; all the hatred, jealousy, madness.